Of all the things to think about
It’s you that’s on my mind
As hard as I try, as hard as I cry
Everything seems to remind
Me of what I thought I wanted and what I thought I had
I’ll try to forget and then I remember, it’s all so very sad
“Why me?” is the first question that always comes to mind
But that’s too easy to answer
I’m just too one-of-a-kind!
I’m too intimidating, too assertive in my ways,
Too genuine, too vulnerable
That’s why I hurt for days
But I’m not going to change
I’m not going to regret
Just keep on moving forward
Who knows what will come next?
And then I ask myself, “what if this, this and that?”
But there are so many out there
That concept is almost too hard to grasp
It’s overwhelming to find an answer that provides adequate repair
My heart has been so broken by the power of despair
Here come the tears that flood from my soul
Because the pain is so raw and the love is so cold
Sometimes I think I will never surpass
I get frustrated and I just want to kick his ass
But it’s not his problem or his, it’s mine
And I know the only way I’ll get over it, get through is with time
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